/260126 Cold and tired and tennis starving, perhaps— neon orange and seaweed go well together, realise— and boysenberry too, as the record spins and crackles, and all. My foolish heart, detour ahead— stealing words here, good to steal. Because art exists— and is born, must be in that liminal space between ecstatic abandon to life and a tragic longing— for death. —ac26 January 2026