/250919 The smell of books I do recall and makes me shiver— dopamine that is, though I loathe the word, and pass. Find some paper again as all things safe, gone— though blind and hopless look for more. Sporadic statics pierce my flesh— the grace divine of feline bites, electric next that blew within. It’s just relentless— so bloody so, and since so long. And yet a polished, tortoise frame (the rumbling furless flock that penetrates the earthly mud around) just caught me eye— will stick with it. —ac19 September 2025